| Hey ho, let's go! |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|01:07 pm] |
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| | Kingdom Hearts ~ One winged Angel | ] |
I have like.. nothing interesting to talk about yet again. I guess lately my mind has been kind of asleep. I'm not up for talking much anymore because I just..don't know what the hell I want to talk about. Like, I don't wanna drown people in stuff I like that they don't. I mean that's annoying when people do that to you and so I try not to..but I tend to push that limit and end up doing it.
Lately, with the exception of D, Karla, even Mike and a couple of my other friends..everyone makes it as though I've been tossed to the side. Forgotten about, ignored, etc. Maybe I'm just getting too annoying? I figure people are sick of dealing with me and my issues.
Or that I'm just one step out of line then everyone else in this world seems to be. I know that it's kind of pathetic to whine about all this online.. but lucky for me. Online and offline are two entirely different things and I still get the same sort of treatment.
Online, everyone seems to think I'm somebody I'm not. I'm all creative, and nice, and smart and whatever else there is I've heard said about me before.
Well, offline I'm not that popular, I'm shyer then a virgin caught in a whore house, and I'm probably that person you went to school with that you wanted to beat the shit out of.
Smart and creative? I have on idea.. I just find it's easier to put stuff down on the computer or writing then to express it verbally. Am I mean? No I'm not.. though a lot of people seem to think I am.
I'll give little tidbits on me some other time. All in all I just wanted to express how I've felt a little ignored by people who call themselves my friend. The three people I mentioned? Well, I know they are my friends. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2004|10:23 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | KISS ~ New York Groove | ] |
Tomorrow. I go to King Richards Faire thing-a-ma-bob. w00t!! Nah, I went two years ago so whoopie do. But, it is a cool place. Even if I think they just rape you for your money the moment you step foot past the gate. -.-
I heard they give you a discount if you arrive dressed as a Princess or a Knight, or whatever.
I oaughta dress as Princess Andie, and bring my fellowship of slaves with me.. then we get in for cheap. That'd be kind of cool. That'll also leave me wishing that I had all the money to buy one of those swords they make.. puuuurty.
Oh well, I still have the yard o' Beer.
My brother is going to the NASCAR race tomorrow that's in Loudon, the lucky bastard. Though, he is pretty pissed.. because we've heard that President Bush will be there, and my family like him about as much as they like Kerry.
I'm still envious, I wanted to go to the race. : (
I told my brother that if he sees Kasey Kahne, to grab his ass for me.
Needless to say, his reply wasn't pretty.
This is the new look I'm using for LJ, yes it is ugly.
QUIZZY..
The Green Lantern (John Stewart). You have a
no-nonsense approach that sometimes makes you
seem a little gruff. Beneath that drill
sergeant exterior beats the heart of a warrior.
But within that heart is someone who really
likes ice cream.
Which Justice League character are you?
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-Grumbles- Hal is better!! |
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| People are strange.. |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|04:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rammstein ~ Links 2, 3, 4 | ] |
I don't know, maybe I'm just a bitch. But, today is one of the all time days that is really doing a good job in pissing me off. First off, I had to go job hunting, since people are going back to school..jobs are up! Which, after three applications I KNOW I've just wasted my time again..like every time.
On a good note, I'll be going to the mall tomorrow to fill out more applications, and you know..waste more time.
At least one a good note.. an old friend from High School literally just called me. Yeah, weird but true. Actually, I'd lost contact with her for the last three years or so due to a cellphone problem, but she called! And, she lives a few streets away from me now. o.0 Granted, I have a sense of being 'used' in this.. since she also said her boyfriend is in prison and now she's paying the rent alone.
Either way, I'm in a bad mood and that phone call did make me feel a little better.
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2004|04:29 pm] |
I have, hardly anything to say today. All in all, the day has been long, slow, and boring.. I've been Rp'ing much of the morning, and even that is getting a bit dull. My guess is because I'm not up for RP'ing Scarecrow when I'd really want to RP WITH one instead. Sadly, my friend is hardly ever around as of late due to things in life..so that leaves me on my own again..
Oh man I'm just in a lousy mood today! Heh, oh well.. not actually mad at anyone, but I do think I am just a tad too tired to be online. Yet, here I am.
At least I'm in da funny farm!! |
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| Hah!! |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|07:19 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
We all know the Ramones rule..
I like this song.. Judy is a punk by the Ramones.
Jackie is a punk.
Judy is a runt.
They both went down to Berlin, joined the Ice Capades.
And oh, I don't know why.
Oh, I don't know why.
Perhaps they'll die.
[Second verse, same as the first]
Jackie is a punk.
Judy is a runt.
They both went down to Berlin, joined the Ice Capades.
And oh, I don't know why.
Oh, I don't know why.
Perhaps they'll die.
[Third verse, different from the first]
Jackie is a punk.
Judy is a runt.
They both went down to Frisco, joined the SLA.
And oh, I don't know why.
Oh, I don't know why.
Perhaps they'll die.
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|03:40 pm] |
Time for an actual post, at least one that's not from my former GJ before the move to a new journal place..thingy. Nothing dramatic has gone on today, actually. I'm intending to talk to someone I basically went off on in my journal. Granted, to my dying day I'm probably going to say he deserved it..but if anything you know I can't stay mad long no matter what. Then again? Now I'm getting an attitude so my own patience is running out quickly
Now, you all may be wondering why I have a dope at the bottom of this entry..
It's Rusty Wallace, for you who aren't familar with NASCAR racing. Basically, today he announced that 2005 will in fact be his final year in racing and then? He's facing happy retirement. He's gonna be missed when it happens, Rusty is definately one of those drivers NASCAR needs.
So, due to this..Rusty finds a spot on my journal.
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|03:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beatles ~ Across the universe | ] |
I adopted a cute lil' batman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
There, I adopted a tiny Batman fetus. Now if only I knew how to add him permentantly to my page instead of now having to constantly repeat the poor thing over and over.
Oh well.
Btw, if you're offended by my adopted Batman fetus? Drop dead.
Your opinion sucks anyway! Besides, it's not even real.
Now on to things which should be covered.
For one, many of you need to go fuck yourselves. Now now, before people jump to conclusions..
Karla, D, Jami, Rob, Mark, Henry, Stephanie, Mike.. You guys aren't who I'm speaking of. I love you guys! :D
No, rather I'm speaking of other people. I've slowly grown annoyed with some of the ignorant fuckers who exist in this world, and today I've finally had enough. Granted, I'm sure me having a hangover isn't exactly any help to this. However? Lemme put it this way. DO NOT go asking me for help and shit when you're just going to turn around and blow me off in the long run. Here, let's put it this way. DO shit yourself, don't be so fucking lazy all your life! Yeah, I have a pretty big list of people who are known for this..and it royally annoys me. You see, I have no problem at all with helping my friends.. hopefully most of you have seen that. But, I do get annoyed when that's the only thing that I'm doing for people and nothing is ever returned back. Like a decent talk..anything?
Well, it doesn't matter because you type of people suck!
This goes double for about five people who have achieved full greatness on my buddy list. Yeah, those people just got blocked.
I try to tell people that they're wrong about me, that if they ever really met me that they'd probably hate me.. I guess if you read this entry..you're seeing me. I'm not the worse person in the world, but when I get mad? I get mad. xD
w00t.
---- Oh!!! Good ass news!! ----
Next weekend AND in a few more weeks we'll be seeing Bill Elliott racing again! He's been givin a sponsor to run two more races on his limited schedule. Now, the funniest thing is that McDonalds is sponsoring him. If you're not familar with Elliott, you'd know that a few years back McDonalds had sponsored him for seven years..his entire winless streak. = (
But hey, maybe this time McDonalds will see the REAL Bill Elliott us fans have to know and love.
So now.. old time sakes, this is more then likely the only time you're going to see this car up on my journal. Soooo you'd better enjoy it.
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| New journal spot.. w00t. |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|02:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Beatles ~ A hard days night | ] |
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets.(please
rate)
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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You're a "Black Angel" which means your
an Angel of Death. You don't really care much
about people since no one was particularly nice
to you and now you want revenge for their
cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to
be with other people and you love to cause
trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't
have something that could cheer you up like
most people. You don't find joy in people or
the arts or any item or some sort. You have
darker desires and you're very secretive.
What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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